In everyone's life, we all have to come to this point of the journey. The point where every where you turn, pictures of that particular person would come to mind. The point where that person will be the last thing you think of before you fall asleep each night and also the first person ever that come to mind each morning.
The point where just by a simple smile can send you over the Heaven. The point where just by looking into your eyes your heart could pump and hop a thousand miles. How did it turn out this way? Now, that's a great question with no answer.
Which part is so good about that person? Why are your lips lifting on it's own when that person looks at you? How is it that everything that person does seems so natural and perfect? Why is it you fell in love, even with his flaws and scars?
Life is a mystery. Always had been. Always will be. You never know just who you might bump into in every corner you turn in life. And God, am I glad I met him.
Love. It's just a simple word with meanings no one can truly explain. It is something we never get a chance to say "No, I don't need it." God and angels had already written a plan for everyone, a plan that can be very unfair and painful.
Crying sometimes doesn't mean you're weak. From the time you were born, crying signifies that you're alive! Crying for love. Crying for life. Crying for emotions. Crying for what we'd lost. Crying for what we'd finally achieved. Crying for what we're fighting for. It's something that is part of life.
Sometimes God has own His funny way in planning things. Sometimes He makes mistakes too. Not all the time the person we fell in love with will share our mutual feelings. It's not always that when 2 person is together, they'll get happiness.
It's not the first time that I question God and the angels this question. Why? Why did you plan for me to love the person that just don't love me back? Again and again nothing and no one answer me. I'm another soul, in search for answers and happiness. Just like you and everyone else...
