Passion

Passion

Friday, May 27, 2011

The Coldness of Emotion

What is tired?
Tired is when the same thing happens over and over again.
Tired is when tears fall over and over again.
Tired is when you can't do anything but watch.
Tired is when you want to run but can't go nowhere.
Tired is when all you want to do is Scream but only end up gritting your teeth.
Tired is when these tears won't stop.
Tired is when all you want is fade away and sleep.
Tired is when the people you had always trust turns out to be an illusion, a fake mask.
Tired is when you all fight for the same thing over and over again.
Tired is like running as fast as you can in a little circle.
Tired is when you want to just walk away but nothing is waiting for you to come back.
Tired is when all you can do is to let your heart cry silently.
Tired is when love no longer exist, what's left are ugly and bitter memories and feelings.

I'm tired.
I'm tired.
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.
I'm so so very tired.
Tired of this endless cycle,
Tired of what use to mean everything, doesn't mean anything anymore.
Tired of what used to make me happy, turns out to be the thing that hurts me the most.

In the ruins of love,
Would you two please stop playing the game of House.
YOU! know what you did.
You know what is going on.
Stop playing dead,
When you'd already been caught.

Perhaps a punch in the face can wake you up,
Perhaps a pail of cold water can wake you all up.
'Cause right now I'm tired.
Thanks to you, I grew up to be Bitter and Cold.

Thanks for stabbing me in the back,
'Cause I'm good at being a bitch and stab you back too.

I sometimes wish you ALL could just LEAVE.
Get the FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!