No one to turn to.

I can only silently cry.

Eternity

With every Breath,

I wonder why am I Living.

With every Tear,

I wonder why am I Crying.

With every Emotion,

I wonder why am I Feeling.

With every Sadness,

I just want to stop and go Numb.

This is a voice of a prisoner in a prison with no bars.

The length of sentence is Eternity.

No one must know,

No a single word must be leaked out.

For even if it does, not a soul will ever understand.

No one can understand.

Dear lord above,

My eyes hurts so much from crying.

My heart hurts so much from breaking.

My soul hurts so much from shattering.

Please take away these emotions of mine.

I don't want to Feel.

I want to go Numb.

No amount of Music, Time or Ice-cream can make it better.

I want to run as far away as possible,

Though I have no where to run to.

Somebody save me.

Save me from this Prison of Eternity.

There is no cage but I just can't RUN.

Pour myself a glass, 

Gave myself a toast.

This is to all the tears that ain't worth a shit.

This is to to life that ain't mean nothing.

Falling down this endless pit of darkness,

No one to reach out a hand,

No one can catch me from falling.

Grit my teeth and swallow it down,

Tomorrow is a new day,

Remember to wear a smile before going out.

This prison is driving me insane.

How long is eternity.... When can I be free?

Someone show me the way, 

I am losing myself. 

The cry for help,

Of a prisoner behind a cage-less prison. 

It must always remain unheard and unknown.

For know one can understand,

Not a soul must know.