Time and Childhood..

Time...
Where did it go?
What happened to the smiles and laughter that was never far from our lips?
What happened to those silly stories and never ending giggles?

Ahh~~
Time...
It did not pass me by,
It practically ran over me...

What happened to my childhood?
I'm in my sweet sixteen year already...
So much for 'Sweet' sixteen,
Too bad, nothing much is sweet about it..

As years go by,
We watch the people around us come and go,
With just a blink of an eye, as swift as the wind...
Is there anything that can stop me from growing up??

Once innocent and peaceful mind,
I never knew I would turn out like this..
Time! Wait! Don't go so fast!
I'm not ready yet...

I'm not ready to grow up and see the dark side of the world,
I'm not strong enough to handle all those punches of life that's coming my way,
I'm not prepared for all the people around me to leave so soon...

Sometimes Life feels like driving really fast around a curve,
You never know who or what you might bump into,
You don't know when is the time you might just skid off the cliff...
Life used to be all Innocent and Pure...

Time! Please don't go so fast!
I don't wanna grow up yet,
I want to be happy and laugh from the bottom of my heart everyday...
Just like a Child in my Childhood...

BLOODY BASTARD

There are so many things BOTTLED UP IN MY CHEST,
I just wanna SCREAM out LOUD,
and PUNCH someone hard in the face..

FUCK OFF before I lose all self control,
I am SICK of your craps,
and trust me,
I am going to make you MISERABLE

Soul's Rhythm

*sigh*

Here we go...
Here we go again...

Another day of lousy stuffs, another hour of lousy work...
What happened to the smiles and laughter?
What happened to the innocence and pureness?
Where in everyone's eyes used to be filled with Faith and Dreams...
Where betrayal and lies do not exist...

Ahh...
This is Life huh?
This is not a very nice game isn't it?
What happened to my time?
What happened to my carefree days?
What happened to once upon a bright happy dream?
What happened to you and me, once upon a happy Friendship?

Let's close our eyes and open our ears...
Turn on that one favorite song really loud and start humming...
I'm about to get off my chair and dance...
Life is like Music,
At times, it can make you lose Control...

Move your body according to that soulful rhythm...
Oh no, memories come flooding back...
Back off now cause right now is my time,
Time for me to take a rest from you and your stupid friend, Reality...

Raise your hands and move that body a bit!
Yes! Just move with the music...
Oh, tears are falling?
That's okay, it's all part of the song...

Here comes the ironic part of the song!
Open your mouth and laugh out loud!
Christ, who said life is easy?
Mine is just about to begin..

Alright, second chorus...
Still moving, still loosing...
I can feel those stress washing away,
Come on, no need to hesitant anymore and dance!

Feeling like a dork cause you can't dance?
Haha! Don't worry, nobody's here to judge you but you, yourself..
Others' words may sting, but they never matters..
Never be afraid to be who you are..
You're already special in your own way..

Oh, come on now lips!
Crack me a smile...
Tears, it's time to stop and leave me alone..
Sanity, it's time for a rest!
Emotion, you had had a hard time...
Heart, sorry for breaking you so many times..
Feelings, you can loose control tonight...

I open my mouth,
I can hear myself sing...!
Who cares if I'm not singing the right word?
Who cares if I'm a little off pitch?
Who cares if I make mistakes?
I'm not perfect, neither are You!

Alright people,
Here comes the final verse...
Raise that voice and shout those lyrics out,
Empty that mindful of troubles and just sing and dance...
Life is too short to be unhappy,
I will live mine strongly and crazily..

Dear mind...
Take me back to those happy times...
Remind me once more how beautiful life can be...
Prove to me once again how happiness is part of life...

Tonight I'm gonna wash those pitiful pain away,
And see the goods rather then the flaws...
I will sing and dance as I walk along this road of life,
Though I may face some tough rocks, though I may fell down time and again...

I will keep this wonderful Melody in my heart,
So it can keep me going on,
When the world feels like it's about to Fall Apart...

This is the ending of the song...
Hah! I feel so much lighter!
What is this energy in me?!
I feel like I can stand up and fight again...

So let's smile, dance and sing...
I fell again and again but I stand up once more..
If I can do it...Then so can YOU...