Progression

Every time my heart says
'Go ahead, just love him!' My brain would shook it's head and say, 'Are you sure about this? I don't think it's a good idea.' and I'll find myself answering. 'Yeah, not a good idea.'

Every time I managed to stop myself from falling for him, just how long and how much my heart can take?

My ambition, studies and musics are so important. Something like Love, I don't need it, I don't want it. Cause in the end we'll go back to the starting point, where everything hurts.

I do not have the confidence. I do not have the courage. I keep telling myself to forget it and move on and the harder I try, the more I think of him.

To have two people to fall in love at the same time, that alone is a Miracle. I don't think that Miracle belongs to me, I might as well walk away before it starts to hurt.

This is not a silly story of a girl's one-sided love story. This is a story where this girl learns to grow up. She'll just have to learn to put down the things you want the most in the world because that is just how life goes. She'll have to learn to let go of what doesn't belongs to her.

It hurts, this is why we all call it Love. It's unfair, that is why we all call it Life.